Friday, July 6, 2012

Decisions, decisions.....

I don't think anyone likes change. I don't mind small changes here and there but I am a creature of habit and anyone who knows me knows that. 


Recently I have learned of a job opportunity (within the place I work) that may be something I would like. BUT who knows if I would like it until I tried it. I have been trying to list the pros and cons. It would be much different hours including nights, which surprisingly I am ok with, since I sleep better during the day and stay up all night anyways. I'm definitely not a morning person. I have always thought I would be better at a night job but they are hard to come by.


Another plus is a increase in pay. Who doesn't want a job that pays more than your current job? Its not a whole lot more but its more plain and simple and we all know every little bit helps! 


It would be a change in atmosphere. I like my job and I like the people I work with and would miss them but  who doesn't love a new challenge every once in a while.


The place it would be has been an interest of mind for a long time and I've kind of always wanted to go into that kind of job so this may be a sign telling me its time for me to do it but I just have this fear that if I did get the job that I wouldn't like it after I went and it would be too late to change my mind and come crawling back to where I'm comfortable and know whats going on.


I have been talking to family and friends and they all think I should just take the risk and go for it. I guess I need to sleep on it for a few days and decide next week. But right now I am leaning towards trying something new. I will be proud of myself for taking such a risk even if I don't succeed. I just know no matter what I decide to do I still have a lot to be proud of. And I know my family is proud of me and my accomplishments so far :)  luckily I'm not one of those that has to be constantly reminded of that hehe

Monday, July 2, 2012

Bringing blogging back.....

Ok so I'm back. Don't know where I went but I was gone for a bit :) It does make me happy when people ask about my blog though because that means a few people actually read it.

Alot has happened since I was here last. Some good some not. First of all I got a new kitty :) her name is Possum and she was rescued by a friend of mine and she is just adorable. I really am going to have to stop getting cats but I couldn't say no to the sweet Possum face! H

Little Possum 


To the sad part. My sweet Grandmother (who we called Maw) passed away June 3rd. She had been find all week, went to the casino, got her hair done, was driving, didn't really have any complaints and then my dad went for his usual Sunday visit and found her on the couch where she always sits and she had passed sometime that morning after feeding her dog and making some coffee. She looked so peaceful so that makes us believe she didn't feel any pain which is a blessing. Now she is watching over us and reunited with her husband, my Paw. She missed him so much so I know she was just overjoyed to see him. It's been hard on our family especially my dad but we have stayed strong. We have been going through some of my grandparents things in their house and it is very interesting to see some of that stuff and my dad tell me the story behind it. Its hard letting go but its always better to know that your loved one is in a better place.



Not trying to depress everyone so lets move on to something happier. Ryken made All-Stars and his Aunt Alsie was so proud of him! They came in 2nd in sub-district and went on to play in the district tournament. They got put out but ended up playing 3 games in district! Cant wait until Adyson is old enough to play in All-Stars because I have a feeling she will be good enough!
Ryken made All-Star :)

Other than those things nothing else really major happened in my life. Just the same as usual. I will try to stick with this blogging thing better than last time but no promises.